Theres an empty space and when all you can feel around you is air, but somehow you can’t seem to breathe.
When someone tells you how it really is, and it so clear that it stings, yet everything suddenly goes out of focus.
Like when you’re aching to reach out, to grab hold of that hand, but you’re scared of what you’re risking.
When you realise you no longer have a choice. When you realise you have to look forward, because looking back is unbearable.
I’m tired.
Will this ever end?
Please, I wish not to fly away. I am just tired of living my life in my computer screen. And I say and post all the wrong things out of impulse, and all the misinterpretation that occurs.
I just want to delete my life away from WWW. now.
It’s going insane. I have to separate my personal life from virtual reality. I do not want to live only in your computer screen.
I’m tired, and I need to know you in person.
Ironically, I keep coming back here to communicate.
But I hope you understand.
I hope I don’t ever have to return here to talk.
So see you around.
I’ll try not to hurt you again.
I’d like to be on good terms with you.
Things will turn out to be fine eventually.
You probably think I’m a big liar (pls don’t accuse me!) and I don’t understand why because what I post here, I do mean them when I wrote them out. Know thoughts change over time. But love remains the same.
