I am still madly in love with you. I care about you so much.
But I have cut you out of my thoughts, and banished your memories, becuase it hurts to much to think of you, but the fact I can’t even allow myself to think of you when I love you so much, that hurts me more.
It doesn’t have to hurt.
I don’t think you should suppress yourself like this. It’s okay to think of me.
I think of you all the time, I remember our memories even if it’s bittersweet. I’ve come to accept it, and I hope for the best for our future.
I love you, and I’ll be behind you.
Think of me but as a friend you love deeply.
When you look into the future, where do you see us? Friends still, great friends?
Work towards that, dream of that.
Love me like that.
Whatever happens, we’re friends first.
Wait, do we share the same vision? We need to, if not things will clash again. Let me know where your heart & mind wants to go, we’ll figure it out together. But I think friendship is always first. And trust, building trust.
And keeping yourself busy might help. Go out, meet friends, learn something new, do good, breathe and do things that will keep your mind off me or other hurtful/negative things.
I’ll be sticking around, by your side, don’t worry.
It doesn’t have to hurt, take it slow.
