I spent the whole time wishing it was you.
(via alotlikelove)
You were wishing the whole time it was me?
Whoever/whatever “it” is. I’m guessing “it” is the person you want.
And now you realized you just do not want me because I am not “it”.
Correct me if I’m wrong.
Hey, but if that’s the case, that’s a great discovery even though it took quite a while to realize.
I don’t want to do this anymore, I mean if I am not “it”, don’t treat me like “it”. I don’t want to feel like I could be “it” anymore.
I am your friend! Not it! It is not me!
Omg, do you realize how amazing this gets? that means we don’t have to be so weird anymore now that you know.
Don’t lead me on or confuse me ok, it will hurt again in the end.
But Friends stay, ok.
I am your friend now.
Please, drill that in. Don’t, don’t have feelings for me. Kill it, if you feel something it must just be admiration. I admire you too. And we still love each other very much, well, at least I still do love you (not romantically love but love love).
You probably feel like an idiot after all that we’ve gone through but I think it was worth it and needed…for the experience and lessons learnt. You told me before life is like learning how to ride a bike, gotta get through the bumps and obstacles before the smooth ride (or something like this, we were at park). You are enlightened now! not foolish.
Yes?
I’ve learnt a lot and hurt a lot. And now I’m more patient, and I don’t hurt as much. I can’t hurt as much anymore. That’s great!
I’m actually excited. Don’t be sad about leaving. Please, please, pretty pleaseee. You don’t have to anymore. Take me in,
Because I am your friend. :)
Oh and I do realize you have a lot of followers/rebloggers/likers, haha, you’re famous. ;)
