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heyy,
are you feeling sad about something. something like how we cannot love each other but we love each other still?
i think if we really love each other but cannot be together we would just like each other to move on. but it’s hard right now isn’t it? we are so mind-boggling, i don’t quite know what to say.
but i wouldn’t want to keep you to myself either if i cannot be with you. therefore, i’m not asking for anything in return. just friendship and a connection. that’s good enough for me.
maybe over the long term we’ll get over this feeling for each other. not the love, but the lust and longing part.
i’ve been wondering if it would be possible for us to have a deep love for each other but not end up as romantic love. sorta like, i love you deeply and truely and i will stand behind you all the way, and try to see you through your good times and bad (but not promise you anything) and punch you like a good buddy does and hug you when you need a hug and talk to you almost every other night and we shall have thought-provoking discussions and maybe heated arguments over absolutely nothing, and we will hate each other’s guts for 3 freaking long months before making-up and still love each other, and i will watch the stars with you and then we make plans to go to Alaska together to see the northern lights but never get around to doing so and then i will help you get together with that beautiful girl we saw the other day at the beach while you were busy snapping snazzy photographs and i was busy pretending to be little mermaid in the sea and I will give you tips about courting her and you two shall get together and i will bake for you your wedding cake and see the both of you off as you leave for your honeymoon to paris. and both of us will be very happy to just have each other in our lives.
okay that sounded really idealistic seeing how we’re not even speaking in real life yet. i wouldn’t say it’s entirely impossible though. it will be hard to get over us and move on but maybe it’s worth it.
what do you think?
i mean not the whole dramatic plot but the loving each other but not commit to a romantic relationship. say, do you believe that soul-mates could be your best bro (girlfriend for me) or bestfriend and not your wife? hurh, why am i making it sound like as if we are soulmates here and i’m sorry for your wife if that is ever the case, but i’m just giving an example about love. for example, you love your bro very much deeply, however, you just do not go have a romantic relationship or fantasize about being together with him unless… ok warped, but i sure do hope you get what i mean.
sorry if that wasn’t what you’re thinking/hoping to hear at all. i’m trying hard to find us a solution to this real-life crisis.
would love to hear from you.
Love,
