You have failed and you don’t give a shit.
(via alotlikelove)
I do give a shit. I do give a damn.
You know, I’m doing all this because I believe it’ll all be worth it in the end. I believe in my actions, in my decisions. I’d like this to work out for the both of us!
You are worth it and I do hope you believe that you are worth it yourself because that’s what matters most. You are worth it and I do give a shit and I mean it. But you’re making this hard for yourself and for me.
I can’t read your mind like you’d like me to. I am not psychic.
Why do you push me away and come back and push me away again and…?
It makes my head spin.
But I’m not letting go this time.
I get so sad thinking about losing someone (you) just over something , a misunderstanding, something that can be considered even trivial to other people in the world. The world doesn’t revolve around you or I, and never will. We don’t always get what we want and people will not always treat us as we’d like, but we still try to get what we want. Can’t you see? I’m fighting for you.
I don’t want this to be a lose-lose situation. We gain nothing by holding grudges, it just destroys our future. We shouldn’t let mistakes, pasts, emotions, people tear us down so easily.
Please don’t give in to what’s happened in the past and let it hinder you, people can change. It’s best to just forgive them and hope that they’ll realize their mistakes and be better. Everyone wants to be better people, maybe they just haven’t learnt how.
And please don’t let what’s happened turn your heart to stone and cause you to disbelieve. We need to realize out mistakes and just move forward. So I have failed you but I won’t accept this failure thinking that it is in-born in me and can’t be changed. I want to be better for you and others, I want to be better for myself.
If I am still making a mistake then let me know. I want to face it and learn and be a better person. I’m sure it’s the same for you too, to be a better person. Please, I want you to see. I am doing this for you. I am doing this for me too, I do not want to just sit around and allow things to get from bad to worst because I refused to do anything to change the future when I could have.
I’m not forcing you into something, it may sound that way. I am just trying to enlighten you, I am doing all this in hopes you would understand better and at the same time I would understand better too. I am trying to get us out of this mess, I am trying to get us to move forward. I am not trying to bring you down in any way. I am trying.
