I feel as soon as I admit to myself how I am honestly feeling, I will move on. Thats why I’m choosing denial.
(via alotlikelove)
Move on then, if it makes you happier.
I can’t change what’s within you, and you may lie to everyone else including me but please don’t lie to yourself. Be honest with yourself.
But in the end, no matter how much I can try to persuade you not to live in denial, it’s still your choice.
I’ll pray for the day you’ll learn to trust again, and that you’ll meet that someone who will return you that same trust, that same love. I know I’ve broken yours and you’ve broken mine somewhere along the way. But I still believe in you and I may be a fool, but I don’t give up(lose faith) on the things I believe in so easily.
It’s a long way to go and we’re young. I guess we were meant to make these mistakes to learn. I forgive you, I ask that you forgive me too. Someday, we’ll know, more about us and about this life, someday when we’re older. Please don’t forget me, I won’t forget you. I hope we can speak again someday and be friends again.
I hope this is not goodbye, cause I’m really hoping to see you again and when that happens I’ll try my best to pluck up my courage to look up and smile the very least, I hope you don’t freak out. I’m scared. too.
So, I’ll be here if you ever need me (yes i rmb again, and i stand by my word).
And if you ever have anything to say, here.
I’ll reply here.
Love,
