October 2009
2 posts
alotlikelove:
Theres an empty space and when all you can feel around you is air, but somehow you can’t seem to breathe.
When someone tells you how it really is, and it so clear that it stings, yet everything suddenly goes out of focus.
Like when you’re aching to reach out, to grab hold of that hand, but you’re scared of what you’re risking.
When you realise you no longer have a choice. When...
I'm not going to compete anymore.
alotlikelove:
I’m walking away now. It’s no longer worth it.
There is no competition. I don’t see it that way. We’ll get through this. I don’t want to explain so much but I know on my part, I’ve been wrong. And I’m learning and changing. I wasn’t intending to walk away from you forever, I just didn’t want to confront this proper after you berated me and I...
September 2009
9 posts
That was a polite way to put it… I thought as a friend, you’d listen and try to understand… but I guess not. You either took it as a form of a personal attack from me to you or you really just do not want my inputs at all. Maybe I was starting to expect again. If that’s the case, my bad. I’m sorry. It seems like we’re not bringing out the best in each other...
I changed the blog name! The previous one was randomly created and had no link to you and I. Ardour Amity, a hope for our future. A prayer. Or at least a nicer name. :)
10083.) i want you back more than anything in this...
alotlikelove:
portiaism:
(via blogsecret)
Good morning, its 10.08am. I’m back I’m back! and I’m gonna keep breaking your heart if you keep thinking I will, so please don’t. If you ever feel offended by the things I post up in my other blog, please try not to. I like to post stuff that makes me think and inspires me or just stuff I like. I hope they are useful to others...
I am still madly in love with you. I care about...
alotlikelove:
But I have cut you out of my thoughts, and banished your memories, becuase it hurts to much to think of you, but the fact I can’t even allow myself to think of you when I love you so much, that hurts me more.
It doesn’t have to hurt. I don’t think you should suppress yourself like this. It’s okay to think of me. I think of you all the time, I remember our memories...
August 2009
17 posts
Read the reply below before going on to read this.
You done that? Now, take a moment to breathe and think, our friendship IS possible and none of us has to leave.
I’d like you to go this website and listen to this song: Friends by Travis. Listen to the lyrics.
Who cheers you up When you are down Who brings you cups of coffee Who picks you up When you’re in town Whatever makes you happy And I’m glad you’re better now But...
I spent the whole time wishing it was you.
(via alotlikelove)
You were wishing the whole time it was me? Whoever/whatever “it” is. I’m guessing “it” is the person you want. And now you realized you just do not want me because I am not “it”. Correct me if I’m wrong. Hey, but if that’s the case, that’s a great discovery even though it took quite a while to realize. I don’t...
Jack’s Mannequin - Annie Use Your Telescope
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I love you. I miss you.
(via alotlikelove)
I love you too. Thank you, you made me smile and I had this nice feeling of joy in me when I saw that. I wish I was in your arms hugging you. Everything’s so suppressed and constipated but I feel a bit more free being able to write in this blog, and talk to you. I’m sorry for making you confused. I was confused. We were confused, we are confused. Sigh. I just love...
Everything is going to be okay. I promise. We can...
alotlikelove:
emmaelizabeth:
We can get through anything. We got by escaping a van with two super tall guys who were much taller and much stronger than us. We got by at the most awkward gig ever with a big bear dancing in front of us. We got by when all our friends decided to think they were better than us. We’ve got by when all these guys come along and try and get inbetween us? Dino?!...
You have failed and you don't give a shit.
(via alotlikelove)
I do give a shit. I do give a damn. You know, I’m doing all this because I believe it’ll all be worth it in the end. I believe in my actions, in my decisions. I’d like this to work out for the both of us! You are worth it and I do hope you believe that you are worth it yourself because that’s what matters most. You are worth it and I do give a shit and I...
254. Sometimes, I wish I could just forget you....
alotlikelove:
myheartisyours:
(via 11-eleven-wishes)
A player? I’m not suppose to take that literally right. It would be insulting if I was because I’m not the kind who goes after boys, play with their hearts and break them. In fact, I stay away emotionally from boys and spend more time with girls. The truth is I never quite trusted boys and and I’m not lesbian either. Maybe...
and that’s why i don’t expect much from anyone anymore, i now know that they may just end up disappointing me if i do. so i’ll just take them as they are and whatever they bring with them and deal with it.
i know i didn’t meet your ideals. but i’m not sorry, i can only be who i am and try my best.
I feel as soon as I admit to myself how I am...
(via alotlikelove)
Move on then, if it makes you happier. I can’t change what’s within you, and you may lie to everyone else including me but please don’t lie to yourself. Be honest with yourself.
But in the end, no matter how much I can try to persuade you not to live in denial, it’s still your choice.
I’ll pray for the day you’ll learn to trust again, and that you’ll meet that someone...
I have this sinking feeling whenever I think of...
alotlikelove:
Maybe its just sinking in that when I pushed you away, you let go.
I thought it was what you really wanted, and so I gave it. No matter how bad it pained me to, I only wanted to give you what you wanted. What do you really want? I hope you know for yourself.
In truth, I thought letting you go was the best thing I could do for you. I thought me being around would hurt you or get in...